Omg
Ho. Ly. SHIT. I am SO tired of being blamed for everything and anything in this house. I am the ONLY person attacked on a daily basis for nothing…. That’s not even an exaggeration. I go to work, I come home, I get yelled at because the kitchen is not cleaned… K then how about you ask your other kids who aren’t doing anything to clean it?? And why am I being yelled at when I wasn’t even home?? Doesn’t even make sense and simply just baffles me. I could clean clean everything, even build a fucking addition onto the house and it still wouldn’t be good enough for my parents. I am seriously the black sheep in this house and it sucks and I’m so sick of everyone pointing fingers at me for EVERYTHING. Done.
I ask why you have been leading me on this entire time when you clearly have a girlfriend but don’t want to tell me that probably because you don’t want to be with her in the first place and you’re not even confident about your relationship status and you say “What?! I’m not leading you on! I’m sorry! I thought we could be like best friends or something like that?” Like honestly you should have just stopped talking at “I’m not leading you on”. Best friends? Yeah I definitely only want to be “best friends” with someone who I have liked for so long and who made me feel so special……. That’s probably one of the worst things a girl could hear. Always just the “friend”.
Getting pretty sick of pouring my heart out to people and just having nothing happen. Nothing changes. You know the saying “nice guys finish last”? I feel like that applies to girls too… Am I missing something? Do guys just not like nice girls anymore? I’m lost.
:’(
Thinking about how much I am going to miss my sister next year when she’s not at school with me. The only thing that got me through this year was knowing she was by my side and I know I couldn’t have done it without her. I am so unbelievably proud of her for being accepted into the Dental Assisting program at Quinsig. She worked her ass off for it and no one deserves it more than she does. I just wish I could be doing the program with her, but that motivates me even more to work super hard next year so that things work out and I can be accepted into the DA program too.
